Autumn Forever
I wish I had taken more pictures. More vids. I wish I had collected more memories of the friendship we shared over the years spent together as best friends. I didn't do these things because you were constantly in my life; a rare treasure to someone as unsettled as me. You were the one person I knew for sure would always be there, and now you're gone. I spent hours searching every USB memory stick and external hard-drive for memories of you, hoping to see you one last time just as I had always remembered you: smiling as though tomorrow could hold no heartache and laughing each and every day away. I remember how we would go out on the weekends (and weeknights) and I would drink and drink and drink, and you would too, but you'd also dance to the club music (which I thought was ridiculous). I'd just sit back on the sidelines and drink while watching you shake your booty all over the dance floor and wait for you to get tired out and come back to me. Then we would drink tog